And Our Lives Are Forever Changed - Fanmixes

[ohnoitsshirley]

I recieved two really amazing fanmixes for my fic. Here they are! (One of the tracklistings reveals bits of dialogue and plot, so possible spoilers.)


by amy13

tracklisting: (with explanation)

"I do," he says, grinning a little again. "And that includes you, so whatever it is, tell me."

"Jon," Cassie says. "I'm pregnant."
World Spins Madly On – The Weepies

"Well, if you change your mind, you know where to reach us." Brendon sighs. "You know, I didn't think I'd see the day when Jon Walker would choose work over fun. You're being a grown up. Have you been bodyswapped?" Brendon laughs quietly.

"I guess, yeah. That's what happens when you grow up."
Fallen – Sarah McLachlan

Jon dreams things are different. He dreams Cassie never told him that he was going to be a father, that he joined Panic and now he's on tour, spending all of his time with them instead of at Starbucks or in a shitty apartment. He dreams that he's making music and taking pictures and singing stupid songs with Brendon and discussing music with Ryan instead of barely making it. It's a really good dream. He hasn't had a dream like it since he got back to Chicago.
Memories of You – Ryan Adams

The show is good, not perfect, but good. Jon can see how much fun they're having up there on stage together, and it hasn't been long enough since he helped them out that he doesn't remember what it felt like.
Trouble – Coldplay

"Whatever, you know. Sometimes we just really wish it was you up there on stage every night," Brendon says, shrugging. "I mean, Spencer and Ryan too. Not just me."

"Sometimes I wish I was up there on stage with you, too," Jon says.
Where Are You Going – Dave Matthews Band

"There, right in the middle," Jon says, pointing through the glass. "That's my son." His son. It's probably never going to get old.
Golden Slumbers – The Beatles

"I was bored," Brendon says. Jon thinks there might be a lot more to it than that, but Brendon obviously isn't going to elaborate. "I thought, what can I do? Oh, I'll go see Jon."

"Yeah, okay." Jon is already halfway out the door.
Time – Chantal Kreviazuk

"If it's him, if you're only there because of the baby, maybe it's time to take a step back. Do you even love Cassie anymore?"

Jon thinks he does. Then again, he hasn't really taken much time lately to think about it.
Happier – Guster

"Jon," Cassie says. And then, "We need to talk," and Jon knows where this is going. He can't lie and say he hasn't known for a while. That would just be ridiculous, and it wouldn't be doing either of them any favors.
Can’t Go Back Now – The Weepies

"Speakerphone, Jon."

Jon sighs. "Okay, but I still think this is insane." He goes over to Alex's crib and takes the phone away from his ear, putting it on speaker. "If this works, I swear," Jon says under his breath. He feels ridiculous right now, but he's desperate, and Brendon's offering.

"Hey, little baby Walker," Brendon says. "Okay, here goes." He sings something quiet that Jon doesn't recognize. Maybe something they're working on for the new album, maybe some song Brendon's dad used to sing to him. Jon doesn't know, but it actually seems to be working.
Froggy Went a Courtin – Elizabeth Mitchell

"Your dad," Jon says the next day, "Your dad, Alex, is an asshole."
Fidelity – Regina Spektor

They've got so much history that includes having a child together, and everything sort of fell apart when he wasn't paying attention.

What can a person possibly say to that?

"What happened between us?" Is what Jon settles on. He doesn't actually mean to say it. It just comes out before he can stop himself.
It Don’t Matter Now – Alison Krauss

"You fit." Brendon sounds completely sure of himself. "You fit with us in this weird way that Matt doesn't. That's why we asked you first. It felt right with you on stage with us. I just think it would be better."
Say (All I Need) – One Republic

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by txtequilanights, using songs from bands relating to/covered by/etc. Panic and Jon Walker. (with a few exceptions!)




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