my sweetest downfall

well, it's been a year (that doesn't surprise me)
jon/ryan, pg, 4,342 words
college au. a story about second chances.
disclaimed.
thanks to ashlein for hand-holding. thanks to ericaplease and cmonkatiekatie for most excellent and speedy betas. (and foxxcub for running the challenge!)
written for lifeslushlips for the drawn_to christmas exchange. i hope you like it. there is a distressing lack of porn (and angst), but at least it's a pairing you wanted? and an au! it's technically December 9th, and if I don't do this now, I'll forget before work tomorrow and I'll feel lazy after and it'll be a horrible cycle.
yes, i know, only i would steal a song title from a christmas song by wham. don't judge.

( but the very next day )

A Romance In Five Scenes (The So Much More Than Arithmatic Remix)
brendon/jon, pg, 3561 words
when I was looking through prettykitty_aya's fic, there were a few that I liked, but I kept going back to this one because I loved the story and I loved the idea of these two guys obviously liking each other but not being able to get their shit together. I wanted to tell the story from Brendon's perspective instead, and I really like the way it came out. The original fic, which you should also read, is here.
Super Cool Jazzed Up Remix Title is from an awesome song by Brooke Fraser.
Betaed by cheapcrowd, cmonkatiekatie and fiddleyoumust.
Mostly I'm posting this here because I'm weird and will go crazy knowing that all of my fic isn't in one place. /o\

( cause if i add, if i subtract )

so, there's that!

I was in a shitty mood today, so I mostly wrote this to cheer myself up. It's unbetaed and I basically treated it as comment fic ...only to myself. idek. Just a little addon to the universe that I'm sure to be living in forever. The real fic is here.

(take a picture) it'll last longer
aka; fanboy brendon coda #1
jon is outed, pete thinks he's hilarious and jon and brendon have some angst.
pg, i guess. 3,813 words.
i don't own them. this isn't real.

( idek why i'm posting this, tbqh )

so yeah!

Suppose We Never Ever
After Haley breaks it off with Spencer, Brendon helps him get back on his feet. Time passes, and Spencer finds himself seeing Brendon in a different light.
Brendon/Spencer (Spencer/Haley, other background pairings), 23,167 words, rated R

I wasn't going to sign up for Big Bang this year, but I had this idea in the back of my mind, and I knew I could make it happen. There are so many people that helped me along and encouraged me and kept this fic worth reading, so I'm going to take a moment to thank all of them. To my amazing betas, cheapcrowd, fiddleyoumust and irisgirl12000, who picked apart my grammar and said, "No, THIS IS WRONG. CHANGE IT," whenever they had to. There are points where I feel like they should be given credit for more than just helping out. To anyone else who either saw this and told me it wasn't terrible or helped me out when I was stuck, thank you so much. You guys made this fic what it is. To anyone reading, any mistakes left are mine.

I also want to thank beingothrwrldly for the amazing fanmix. It's so perfect, and the songs are so spot on. I STILL can't stop listening to it. You rock so hard. One more thanks to leatherteal for the gorgeous art that she did for this story. It's everything I could have wanted, so perfect. You guys are the best mixer/artist I could have asked for!

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
bonus material

It's technically the 13th, right? I mean, it's after midnight.

Suppose We Never Ever 1/3
Brendon/Spencer (Spencer/Haley, other background pairings)
23,167 words, rated R

( suppose we never ever 1/3 )

part 2

Give Me a Moment
The story of two boys, sleepovers, crushes, one tiny gay crisis and lots of making out.
Jon/Brendon, high school au, r, 9442 words
Thanks to ericaplease for the awesome beta job. This fic would probably suck without her telling me to fix things. Title stolen shamelessly from Charlotte Sometimes. Warning: underaged sort-of porn, non-famous family members, cuteness. The sleepover twitter happened, I went to write random sleepover makeouts, and this happened instead. Sorry.
I disclaim. This is not real. This never happened. This is all an illusion. If you're in this, I apologize.

( amazondotjon @brendonuriesays my parents said it's cool if I spent the night! )

I'm sorry. /o\

I'm probably only going to use this thing to announce my presence, but here I am. Friend at will. I don't care. But there probably won't be much here! :D I'm just a lemming and had to follow the crowd. :/

I wrote this for fiddleyoumust, who gave me the idea last night when I was whining about not being motivated to write anything.

all bets are off
jon, brendon/spencer
i don't own them. we've discussed this.
unbetaed

( jon thinks it's fate )

idk, whatever. FIRST FIC OF 2009? :D?