my sweetest downfall

A Romance In Five Scenes (The So Much More Than Arithmatic Remix)
brendon/jon, pg, 3561 words
when I was looking through prettykitty_aya's fic, there were a few that I liked, but I kept going back to this one because I loved the story and I loved the idea of these two guys obviously liking each other but not being able to get their shit together. I wanted to tell the story from Brendon's perspective instead, and I really like the way it came out. The original fic, which you should also read, is here.
Super Cool Jazzed Up Remix Title is from an awesome song by Brooke Fraser.
Betaed by cheapcrowd, cmonkatiekatie and fiddleyoumust.
Mostly I'm posting this here because I'm weird and will go crazy knowing that all of my fic isn't in one place. /o\

( cause if i add, if i subtract )

so, there's that!

I was in a shitty mood today, so I mostly wrote this to cheer myself up. It's unbetaed and I basically treated it as comment fic ...only to myself. idek. Just a little addon to the universe that I'm sure to be living in forever. The real fic is here.

(take a picture) it'll last longer
aka; fanboy brendon coda #1
jon is outed, pete thinks he's hilarious and jon and brendon have some angst.
pg, i guess. 3,813 words.
i don't own them. this isn't real.

( idek why i'm posting this, tbqh )

so yeah!

Suppose We Never Ever
After Haley breaks it off with Spencer, Brendon helps him get back on his feet. Time passes, and Spencer finds himself seeing Brendon in a different light.
Brendon/Spencer (Spencer/Haley, other background pairings), 23,167 words, rated R

I wasn't going to sign up for Big Bang this year, but I had this idea in the back of my mind, and I knew I could make it happen. There are so many people that helped me along and encouraged me and kept this fic worth reading, so I'm going to take a moment to thank all of them. To my amazing betas, cheapcrowd, fiddleyoumust and irisgirl12000, who picked apart my grammar and said, "No, THIS IS WRONG. CHANGE IT," whenever they had to. There are points where I feel like they should be given credit for more than just helping out. To anyone else who either saw this and told me it wasn't terrible or helped me out when I was stuck, thank you so much. You guys made this fic what it is. To anyone reading, any mistakes left are mine.

I also want to thank beingothrwrldly for the amazing fanmix. It's so perfect, and the songs are so spot on. I STILL can't stop listening to it. You rock so hard. One more thanks to leatherteal for the gorgeous art that she did for this story. It's everything I could have wanted, so perfect. You guys are the best mixer/artist I could have asked for!

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bonus material

It's technically the 13th, right? I mean, it's after midnight.

as things change
basically, four people brendon didn't hook up with, and one that he did.
featuring: panic at the disco (bonus brent!), chris carrabba and justin long (!) (brendon/spencer)
for ericaplease on her most important 21st birthday. ILU, erica sue. please accept this gift in the form of unbetaed fic.
idk, i totally just pulled this title from the song playing RIGHT NOW. I hope you like it.
don't own them.

( sorry, i wrote this in, like, 2 hours. :| )

do you see what i see
wherein ryan is kind of (really) oblivious and brendon and spencer are adorable boyfriends.
brendon/spencer
for one of my favorite people in the world, cheapcrowd, on her birthday. I hope it's to your liking.


( happy birthday, miranda, have some titleless fic )

so ...I wrote fic where Brendon is a snowman? idek.

now, before i melt away
brendon is a snowman. he comes to life.
disclaimed: i don't own panic, and i don't think brendon is actually a living snowman. sorry if you're represented in this fic and are offended. just try not to google yourself next time.
so very rated g, gen.
beta'd by my faaavorite person, fiddleyoumust. I was in a pissy mood today, and I was at the grocery store, and this song played on the intercom. I suddenly felt like this fic was necessary to life. Clearly, no logic was used in the writing of this fic.

( with a corncob pipe and a button nose )

I don't think I'm going to xpost this, but it's unlocked? idk. Maybe.

Second prompt fic! IDK, friends locked. Whatever. It's not beta'd or anything. It just sort of ...is. It got away from me a little. /o\ It'd probably be even longer if I didn't fail at porn?

for natacup82 who wanted brendon/spencer christmas fic, and also fiddleyoumust who gave me the whole popcorn garland idea when I said I had no clue what to do about the whole christmas thing for these guys.
disclaimed: i do not own. this did not happen. sadly, brendon and spencer are probably not boyfriends irl. :(
i said this was too cute and Julia said that's not possible. I think she was WRONG, but. oh well.

I have developed an oddly in depth history for Brendon and Spencer. Sadly that is not included in this little fic. Sorry guys. :(

( 'You've got to be kidding me,' Spencer says. Brendon opens his eyes and looks up at Spencer. 'I was gone for 15 minutes, and you've already taken over the couch and fallen asleep?' )

uhm ...and then they had sex? the end! :D

And Our Lives Are Forever Changed

Band(s): Panic at the Disco
Pairing(s): Jon/Cassie, Jon/Brendon
Word Count: 21,015
Rating: PG-13
Author Notes: This is an AU where Jon Walker doesn't join Panic at the Disco. It started off as a different fic and then sort of evolved (many times) and became what it is. I have to thank torturemysoul and floridapeaches for betaing it and putting up with my craziness over this thing. Also, thanks to lexicon for giving me a third pair of eyes when I flailed at her on June 4th at like 11:30PM because I felt like I needed it. I feel like this fic wouldn't be what it is if it weren't for them. Also, thanks to anyone else who listened to me whine about this fic and didn't slap me for it. (True fact: Matt Cortez was a tech for Panic for a little while. The rest I made up.)
Summary: The day after Jon is offered the chance to go out on tour with Panic Cassie tells him she's pregnant.

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